ZOMBIE ALL OVER AGAIN

That's what I feel rite now. Aku jadi zombie lagi. Can't think. Can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't do anything as usual. Pathetic isn't it? To go back to the same place I used to be after all this time? Huh..

But I managed to work. At least beberapa tugas dijalanin hari ini. Aku berhasil ke BCA untuk ngurusin pembayaran hosting. & aku juga berhasil nelepon sana sini untuk ngurusin kerjaan. Tapi rasanya blank aja tetep. Empty, it hurts..

Sore-sore aku udah nggak kuat ada di kantor. Akhirnya aku mutusin kabur ke rumah Icha aja & sharing some of my problems to her. Icha kasih komen yang sama kayak dulu. That I don't deserve this. I deserve something much much better than this after all my sacrifices & devotion. Hmm..

Sempet nyangsang di Blend sama Icha, still discussing the same issue aja. Sampe akhirnya aku pulang jam 11an dari rumah Icha & feel so lonely again..

Waktu balik dari rumah Icha, aku sempet nge-batin dalam hati "What the hell should I do?". & it turns out ada lagu Rio Febrian di radio, lagu yang duluu banget ngiringin awal kisah baru dalam hidupku. Is it a sign or something?